Thursday, 2 June 2016

Sometimes you just need a laugh

For some reason or another I've had 2 weeks of a plus 2 protein in my wee which was the last thing I expected to see when I've been really stable on 10mg and not even tried to wean?? Seems to be linked to when my hayfevers bad, but who knows maybe I'm clutching at straws? 

But anyway back on 40mg for a week to kick my kidney's butts before I head off on holiday to New York in 2 weeks. Of course I'm excited but why does nephrotic seem to rear its head at the most inconvient times! Only been back on the steroids 2 days and I can already feel myself morphing in the the emotional and unstable wreck that is soph on steroids (feel like I have an alter ego sometimes) but I didn't want to come on here to rant as I know these emotional issues are a major problem for most. As I'm older it's almost laughable how different I become but at least I can explain how I feel. 

Anyone who knows me will know I hide a hell of a lot behind my sense of humour and am happy as long as I can make someone laugh, for me it's easier to laugh as what's going on rather than face anything with too much seriousness because after all you've gotta laugh at these things if not you'd cry (don't get me wrong I've done that many times too) but even with my moon face even tho it's a lot better now I used to always pull silly faces to hide how bad I felt about it rather than show the effect the steroids had really had. 

On the nephrotic syndrome Facebook page someone shared some pred related memes and they really cheered me up so I went on a little explore of the Internet and found a few more so if your having a rubbish day because of this syndrome they might put a little smile on your face. 

Be happy and strong x

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